Thursday, May 21, 2009
this week had been bad. my exams are a nearing of 2 weeks and i have yet to even do calculations to get a hang of the different questions. and i have 2 papers! x_X. just as i thought i couldn't breath under all this workload and BAMMM!!! i got 2 rejection letters consecutively from the 2 unis. fret, fret, fret over what options i have left and i'm still weighig my options.
amidst such strife, i must say, i do have my downs, but also, i have peace knowing that God has placed some people who can help me out in such life altering decisions: to make informed choices. i'm still clinging unto this promise: that God has a plan for me. i may not know alot of things, but one thing i know, that He, the almighty God is in control and i just have to trust in Him.
thank God for pastor Bi Qing, Mei Yun, friends and etc. i's comforting to have you guys in my life to help me along when i'm feeling down. (: may God bless u all. (:
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
5/21/2009 01:30:00 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
having no work today feels good. it's really great to have a day for myself before i start studying for T10 and T7. met with jasmine and eleen today. (: went bugis street. bought a new dress and a pair of shoes. sadly, i couldn't really fit into that dress. so i have no choice but i had to sell it in my blog. will go jasmine's house to settle publicity issues on friday. (:
went to Sze Rong's house today to teach him tuition. the 1st thing he asked me was whether i play facebook. lol~ so cute! i say i do! and then i promised to write him my email address. he didn't have msn though. other than my email, he also asked me to name 3 friends and describe my photo so that he could verify that i'm the one he's going to add. SERIOUSLY!! HE'S SUPER CUTTEEEEEE!!! I CANNOT STAND IT! AHAHA. and i'm not a pedofile. wahaha. he is always so distracted by almost all my sentences and he loves to doodle on the newpaper he always put under the pile of books so that the eraser dust will not dirty the table. when i asked to highlight the important question that the school may ask by drawing some stars, i drew a BIG star and add smaller stars at the 5 sides. and the thing is, he tried fitting my name into the corners and drew a heart shape at the bottom. -_- lol. he called me Mrs Mei Ling before when i told him i was single and then he said Ou-xuan was my sister. :/ lol so cute..
5/12/2009 12:52:00 AM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
yeap... last friday was my last day. extended the time to last friday because paolo needed people to finish up the project. that extra last week allowed me to learn a lesson. that we should be more alert when we work. i've learnt the important lesson on tracking down and recording my time that i work in incalls because i need to check if my pay was correct. having $400+ without incentives is really little for 1 month i would say. and i have no prove to say that they calculate wrongly, or rather, short changed me. :/ but all is not lost. i realised that it's not that bad because there's worst! lol. really thanks to EMMA, shirley's mom to talk about her working life. she even helped me in getting the right information when i make calls. (:
i wanted to ask whee whee out for a talk about work but i guess not. she might be very busy with her work. talking with mei yun was good too. (: and what i am experiencing is really small case. (: so much more to learn. it's good that this is a trial. and i rejoice for experiencing such things. (:
5/09/2009 10:37:00 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
thought friday would be my last day of work, but paolo needs people to help him to finish up the project. ahaha. wrote Serene a farewell letter! she's my sweaty palm and feet partner who loves pink as well. (: wahaha. nice meeting her in incalls. (:
yay! i'm so happy! i finished memorising Ephesians 6! wahaha. took me 3 days to make it right. wahaha. i shall work hard when there's another round. hope that i can do it earlier next time. (:
5/03/2009 12:24:00 AM
