Friday, January 27, 2006
ahaha.
went out for a reunion dinner with the paternal side. and the family includes a friend of theirs. and his son, Valentine is so handsome. :X ahaha. he's the eldest. lol. the second one also. but i prefer the 1st one. ahaha. my mom prefer the second one! :P. ahaha.
worked today and it was fun! haha. Su, uncle Wee Meng and i were all laughing because uncle Wee meng was humming "twinkle twinkle little stars" aloud! ahaha. we all laugh until pengz. :X ahaha. super funny. lol.
ahaha and i found out sth! Fizah and Nasim? are together. ahaha. and hamtaro (Hui Yee) and Ariff are together. and and!, Fahmi likes Su(riati)! lol. so funny. i thought Fahmi likes me sia. thank God he doesn't like me. Su and i shared many experiences that we faced when it comes to Fahmi. :X and Su encountered more scarier encounters with Fahmi. haha. oh Su told me that Fahmi wrote "i love you" on a piece of paper and asked uncle Wee Meng to pass it to Su. ahaha. someone else from Su's skool like her too, but then Su wanted to study 1st. Good for you Su!. :X ahaha. and i heard that Fahmi cried? because Su doesn't like him? :S. haha. and when i shared my experiences that i had encountered with Fahmi, Su said that she thinks that Fahmi likes me too. wah!!~~~. NO!!! ahaha. and this qn struck me. is Fahmi that kind of guy who likes every girl when one comes along? :X i don't know. but i'm finally free from all these troubles. i just need to take care of myself especially when i'm with Fahmi. cannot let him take advantage of me! ahaha. thanks for the prayers Wei Ling and Mei Yun! and thanks for helping me.
1/27/2006 11:42:00 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
hello!
i think today is horri-gi-ble, terri-gi-ble and ve-ge-table... grr... stop the love triangle thing man!! sorry, i think i'll talk singlish today. haha
oh... wait... happy thing 1st. saw Shao today! and i took her order of a take away large fries. (: haha. and i served costomers who are deaf! and some used hearing aid. i felt good serving them their food. i saw my other colleagues communicating with them last time through writing too. (: and, one of my colleagues who is quite old, is deaf in one ear. i didn't know till today. i was quite unhappy with it when she didn't hear my pagings. :P oh, and i manage to talk to Su(riati) today. cos she was being scolded by mdm Angela. hai ya... misunderstandings lah, but then i'm quite happy to hear her out. (: she talked about how busy she and Fizah were today during 1 plus. Ilsa couldn't come to work today and mdm Yen had to call me to go down earlier to help out. haha. they were very quick in their speed. and i like to see Su smiling and talking about little victories that she and Fizah had. Su took orders while singing and relaxing and there were about 20 pple waiting in line to buy food! wow! (: Su was so quick that mdm Yen and Fizah were like: "wah so fast arh?" (:
right... back to the sad part of today. i think today was a horrible day though i didn't have any orders wrong but then i think the kitchen staff disliked me? pple like hamtaro (HY) and A? and maybe SH? at 1st A and HY were unhappy with each other. after that became me? or maybe i was over sensitive? argh... haiz... i think A is just totally not the person for me even though he looked like Fariq. i guess he's 1 year younger than me? and i think A and HY are in the same school? haiz. and i think HY and A are
together! and A spoke the "F" word twice. vulgar. not my type. :P A just wanted me to differentiate the Dish in the kitchen lah and he doesn't like me to call his name when he is working. he called me to call him kitchen?! then always hecked me when i asked him what's the dish. fine... whatever. i'm pissed anyway.then before going home A waited for HY. haiz. and i ended up going home with F again! ewww. told mdm Angela about it and she said he is simple minded. i doubted so man.. haiz. at least i got someone to talk to at work. we sat soooooo closely together loh. it's like... our thighs are together already. i asked him why he sat so close and he said: "nvm lah. friends mah... " i thought friends should sit quite separtely?? haiz. thank God that SH showed up just in time and "saved" me. *phew* i guess all are NOT suitable for me. even F. oh... and one last thing. all my manager smokes. blare blare blare! x_x.
1/25/2006 12:55:00 AM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Hello!
i came back from work and i was troubled over something! oh i work in Novena's Long John's, counter position, if you didn't know. :P anyway, i didn't take the right order! it's either 1 or 2 of my orders are wrong. geez. thank God that mdm Angela rather than Razali (one of my manager) is working the night shift with me. haiz. if not i have to pay arh. i pray that i would buck up. and i must give the right change to people. if not i have to pay too. i have left tomorrow to improve on myself because i'm off the whole of this week except monday and tuesday. haiz. haha. i felt like saying the shortest prayer in the bible "God, help me!".
and when i was having dinner, i was being "made fun of" by my head manager (mdm Yen) about my religoin. yes, another persecution to me loh. haiz. she said "Chrsitian right? every sunday go church? kae see( like real) arh! (hahaha)". what man... :( i'm very faithful one ok? haiz. but i didn't say anything to her. what sia.
oh. and i got a cut on my right pinky. i don't know i got it anyway, but it seriously hurts. i saw F coming and i asked him whether he got plaster and he said "why?". i told him that i got a cut and he said that he will plaster it for me even though i joked saying: "duh~ i know how to do it also". A saw us and asked what happened too. but he said; "counter can get cut meh?" then walked off. but heng lah F didn't do it. and he changed before he went home and gelled his hair into a side parting and asked
me whether he is handsome or not. i mean. what am i to say? i just said: "huh? tiao! ok lah..." then he smiled at me. -_-''' argh! i don't like him lah! he asked me the other day whether i want one new bf or not. !!! haiz. but we became brother and sister. but he waited for me to go home today leh. as in, he can go home but he didn't. argh! Y told me that he might be asking for someone and i thought F is asking for A but i dun think so because he just walked off after asking "counter can get cut meh?". haiz. i thought it might be A cause i think i liked him a little. :X. hai ya... i still have to work 1 more month u know? Help! really!
1/24/2006 02:00:00 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
eloz. now i find something which i can relate to everybody. (:
WEEK THREETUESDAY
Not God's Robots.For all who are led by the spirit of God are children of God
ROMANS 8:14 (NSRV)
Do we believe God is present only through blind faith or logical reasoning? Is a strong impression of God's presence, or seeing in hindsight that God acted within our actions beyond our powers, as experiential as God's presence gets? Although these are valid, there is more. These ideas leave our interaction with God in the realm of vague feelings, the Ouija board and superstitious conjecture.
God is also with us in a conversational relationship: he speaks with us individuallyas it is appropriate- which is only to be expected between persons who know one another, care about each other and are engage in common enterprises.
When paul said "all who are led by the spirit of God are children of God," he wasn't saying that that we are "led" by being robots or interpreters of vague impressions and signs, but that we engage God in a conversational manner that is suited to the personal relationship with God so often spoken of in the Christian community.
MEDITATE:
Read Romans 8:14 and try to picture the unseen spiritual reality of being led by God in a tangible way. Which scriptural image of leading fits you best: being led by the hand (Jeremiah 31:32; Hebrews 8:9); by natural phenomena (such as a cloud and fire, Exodus 13:21); by a voice (John 10:3)?
1/17/2006 02:51:00 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
hey.
i want to post something that i find interesting about. i was doing my quiet time with this book
Hearing God Through The Year by
Dallas willard. it's a daily basis thing. so today's passage and verse touched me. i guess if i have any other days which i find most significant and interesting, i will post it up. (:
WEEK TWOSATURDAY/SUNDAY
God's will and our willDelight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this
PSALM 37:4-5
When our children were small, they were often completely in my will as they played in the backgarden, though I had not told them to do the particular things they were doing. They would still have been my will even if they were playing in their rooms or having a snack in the kitchen.
Too often we assume that what God wants us to do automatically excludes what we want to do and even what we want God to do. That is not true, Generally speaking, we are in God's will whenever we are leading the kind of life God wants for us. And that leaves a lot of room for initiative on our part. God respects our initiative and ideas and thinks they are central in doing his will in our lives.
REFLECT: Consider why we so easily assume that God wants must not include anything we really want to do or anything we want God to do. Why is it a new thought to us that God's love includes respect for us and our desires?
1/14/2006 07:27:00 AM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
hello!
today's CCA open house. (: went back to help abit here and there and i realised that we ex-members
became a maid. members calling us to take this, take that, "help me hold..." etc.. lol. but i'm glad to see them again. unfortunately, i'm disappointed with the current Qm uniform and my mallet players. percussion is one songkok short and my mallet players cannot play well because they are always absent. i told them: "worst come to worst ex-members play loh...". even mr Farid forgot who i was. my previous physics teacher!! maybe he didn't lah. haha.
A came back to band today. i shall not say who :D, but those who know keep it to yourselves. he asked me hows O's and what skool am i in now. haiz. i couldn't answer that but i still did i told him i wasn't good enough to be in a jc for the 1st 3 months. stupid Aref and Prakash... keep signalling
A to me. ahaha.
i guess i have to say sorry to Yi Bing because i asked her to go home with me as it was raining. but still, i give thanks to me because i get to know about her problems. i can't really help her though. she couldn't answer her mom this qn: "since we believe in one God why different churches teaches different things?". i know it's quite broad on the term "teaches different things", but... haha. i also dunno how to answer. i told her that pple interpreted the bible differently, but she still isn't convinced. so... somebody help me?? Good news! Yi Bing said she wanted to baptised! she told me that she didn't told her mom about it but her mom refused saying that she was afraid that Yi Bing couldn't marry off. i mean "...". not possible. cos God will find one which is suitable for you if u want to marry as God knows what's best for you. so... shouldn't worry about it!. ahaha. alright. i think she's keen on getting baptised. so if she still want to go on with baptism and does not want to let her mom knows about it, i think i should respect her decision? haha. i'm glad i'm able to pull her back to the Lord. (:
1/11/2006 11:21:00 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
Happy new year!
hmm. i'm kind of late actually and i found out that i haven't blogged for like so long... i had lots of fun during the past 2 weeks and i'm really enjoying myself now. i had no skool now for 1st 3 months. Thank God for that. i guess i was overly stressed during the 4 years i had for the O's. but i don't know how i will fair for the O's this year. but i shall leave it to God.(:
i shall list down the activities i had during the 2 weeks after my grandfather's funeral. i had church camp on the 26-29 dec 2005, farewell party on the 30 dec 2005, percussion bbq on the 1 jan 2006 and 2D chalet on the 3-6 of jan 2006.
church camp was good. i was revived to be closer to God to start the new year ahead. i did fruitful quiet times with the Lord too.(:
i was waiting for Aslamiah's photos but she was too busy to with work that she cannot send me the photos. i'll put the photos that i have 1st and i'll update the rest when i got them. the party was ok. the pieces that the band played was not that good because the the members aren't quite confident of what they play i guess, but the skit by the clarinetists are GOOD! super funny. lol. got presents from kelly (my QM), percussion and an award of the 'best committee member'. i heard from Kai Yu that there's no such award when i met her for the bbq. i was wondering what kind of award i was getting anyway. haha. Prakash got the 'best band member'. lol. the description of his award is that he thought of the band whenever and wherever he was.(: thank you, band members for the farewell party,
Retromania, but it doens't seem retro at all because the songs are modern! lol. here are the photos:
Joelle and me
my presents and my award plus the invitation slip (in pink). i didn't include the cert cos i gave it to my mom to keep already.
Hang out with percussion after that in Hougang Point but it's abit different from the past whereby we went home pretty late when we gather in Hougang Point. but still, it's fun.(: we shared the goodies that we (Faiza, Prakash and I) bought for them.
went to the bbq without my cam but i took pics using Farein's (dunno how to spell) phone and he hasn't send me the photos yet. i'll update it later too.(: had fun there but it rained. joked alot and gossiped about sec 1 members. ok... i know it's bad. haha. we did that when we gathered in Hougang Point after the farewell party too. i got scolded for going home late by my dad. whatever...
i didn't take photos in the chalet but i want to talk about it. i went to see the band before going to the chalet and called Wei Ling to talked about some problems that i had before i went. i brought my bible along to the chalet so that i could do my normal quiet time (which is about 15 mins). but when i reached there, i saw Hui Rong doing quiet time! so i did fruitful quiet times for all the 3 days there.(: she accepted Christ last year and had baptised. she's growing sipirtually! thank God. did fruitful sharing with her too. heard that Adrian wanted to accept christ when she invited them to church but he didn't dare to raise his hand when the pastor asked. so can pray for him that he will accept Christ one day. i heard that Tyron (my current classmate) is also a christian too.(: i'm glad that some of my ex-classmates got to read the bible too. pple like Jun Hua, Lian Kai and Seetha. i manage to share some things to Jun Hua and i flipped to proverbs for him to read as it's quite understandable but i still had to explain some things to him because he doesn't have the Holy Spirit to understand God's words. and i pray that he'll believe and accept Christ one day.(: the nights are super cold and we thon the 1st night. manage to sleep at 4am the 1st night and woke up at 6am shivering. lol.
ate breakfast in the morning together on the 2nd day and played captain's ball in the afternoon. my face was red when i came back. the whether is so hot... kept raining these few days and i was lucky to get back to the chalet before it rained. haha. i was thinking whether to go to prayer meeting or not, but i didn't. i thought we will be eating steamboat but they pushed it to the next day. i learnt mahjong and it's quite addictive. dun worry, i didn't learn the part on playing with money. haha. and played dai di also. cool. Seetha and i kept playing even thought only we 2 are playing.(: Wendy is an expert ok? kept winning and she knew what to do after the dices were thrown. haha. i manage to wake the Seetha up on the second night so that i could sleep on the bed.(:
ate kfc for breakfast cum lunch on the 3rd day. haha. had a fruitful talk with Hui Rong and Seetha too. thank God that i had the knowledge of Him so that i could clarify some things with Hui Rong and add on to her knowledge. i hope that i won't confuse and lead her astray through my words as she's a new christian. and we talked about christanity with Seetha too. she said she wanted to convert but her parents don't allow. i prayed for her when i was alone. (: we wanted to ride bicycles in Pasir Ris Park but it rained so we played mahjong instead. went to Tampinese Mall for our dinner. our steamboat was changed to Seoul Garden but it was too ex. each one has to pay $25! we ate at Pizza Hut instead. haha. played arcade before catching a movie, the Family Stone. we took a cab to Hougang Plaza to play pool till 4 plus in the morning. the music in 98.7 fm was great compared to the other days when i listen at home alone. took a cab back to the Aranda Country Club and played mahjong again before we slept at 6.30 in the morning. haha. woke up at 8 plus to pack our stuff before we check out at 9.30am. i reached home at about 10.50 am and slept alot. haha.
seetha and i hugged before she dropped off at her stop. she said that we won't meet each other for a long time till our results are out and i suggested that we could meet if she wanna play pool. (: haha. so next time those who wanna meet me can call me to play pool or mahjong (no money involve please...). (:
1/06/2006 12:33:00 PM
