right... i have been thinking alot lately. there are so many things to think about even though exams are over... all the plans that u make, all the decisions u have to think through. so many happenings going around. oh wells.
i think i'm over ambitious. i took alot of postcards for our church's christmas concert which is on the 25th of dec. i pray i have a heart to invite them over. i have loads of letters to write also!! esp to YOU who are leaving. i really gotta sit down and think properly on how to write.
and about YOU, i'm keeping things suspend on midair. there's still alot of things to be considered and erm... there's still time. nontheless, i'll still have to continue obsering, praying, asking, praying, looking confirming, etc... ahaha
and about YOU, hmm... it's not that i dun wanna talk to u about alot of things, but there are somethings that i would look for others because i needed help for that certain thing. (: i hope u understand. u're still my closest buddy ever. (:
waiting to go out with my friends again after soo long despite my busy schedule. oh wells. plan plan plan!!
11/30/2008 05:44:00 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
so many things happened lately. lol. went for choir practice and learnt alot. i hope i can catch up with them soon. i'm using my sister's lappie toppie to blog!! wahaha. so cool!! sony viao!! pink in colour. woooo hooo!!! lol. yeap.
i managed to go to my class chalet yest and then went for bible study. wahaha. (:
so yes... today, i went to school for ake practice. and guess what?? i got caught by the security guard as i went out for breakfast. didn't wear school uniform. went to macs for breakfast then meet james to tell the stupid security that we're student helpers. sabrina was stuck outside because she wore half u. oh wells. got loads of new scores to learn x_X. then after that, mandy and i went down to Orchard to eat lunch then shopped till we dropped!! x_X my legs are so tired now... went around and tried out dresses and gowns. there's one that costs $399.00++ *faints* yeap so i'm back to rest and then there'll be church tml!! (: tata~
11/29/2008 06:34:00 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
yay!! freedom!! well... not actually. cos i dun think i have time to rest. still suffering from the lost that i have. oh wells. i guess i can't make it to the BBQ tml night. i hope someone could fill me in!! i hope Chryl Fong Zi Qi can fill me in. :D i wanna see photos too.. if possible. i'm so gonna miss 06S3. it's been nice knowing you guys. all! (:
right... went to Regina's cell group today for games and activities. then sharing of the gospel. (: got to sit PM's car!! with keith in front and 6 girls at the back. my goodness! so... this is how my "NEW LIFE" will be...
monday- free.. (so far) tuesday- free.. (so far) wednesday- prayer meet thursday- Choir Practice Friday- YA bible study Saturday- maybe YA games Sunday- Church
i guess those free days will be up for AKE practices. i'm so going to miss AKE too. please call me back when there are activities k?? :( i know i'll be busy, but i'll try to make it too!
going to publish this LONG post soon. after 3 yrs in MI. (: i have no mood to do so now.... not during this time when i'm still struggling with some emotions. i kept having a feeling that today's friday!! why?? *shruggs*
11/26/2008 07:16:00 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i know i'm quite slow, but i kinda like this song!! (: dun mind the emo-ness. :D Secret by Jay Chou
冷 咖 啡 离 开 了 杯 垫 我 忍 住 的 情 绪 在 很 后 面
拼 命 想 挽 回 的 从 前
在 我 脸 上 依 旧 清 晰 可 见
最 美 的 不 是 下 雨 天
是 曾 与 你 躲 过 雨 的 屋 檐
回 忆 的 画 面
在 荡 著 秋 千 梦 开 始 不 甜
你 说 把 爱 渐 渐 放 下 会 走 更 远
又 何 必 去 改 变 你 走 过 的 时 间
你 用 力 的 指 尖 只 是 和 我 说 再 见
想 想 你 在 身 边 才 完 全 失 去 之 前
你 说 把 爱 渐 渐 放 下 会 走 更 远
或 许 命 运 的 签 只 让 我 们 遇 见
只 让 我 们 相 恋 这 一 季 的 秋 天
飘 落 后 才 发 现 这 幸 福 的 碎 片
要 我 怎 么 捡
11/25/2008 10:09:00 PM
deleted the previous post. not good to say nonsense anyway. :\ oh wells. tml is the last paper!!! yay!!!! FREEDOM!!!!!!! finally. have to start losing weight. wahaha. after eating about 2 months of macs for lunch and dinner.. seriously... *puke* and i need loads of rest man... dun know y, but i feel kinda old recently. :P oh wells. party party!!! shh... later people scold me again. :(
11/25/2008 08:32:00 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
travelled ALOT yesterday. went to Nat's place to pass her our Stats notes... i felt sorry for her!! she has to use the manual methos instead of the graphic calculator!! all the best yo? (: can call me if u need help. i hope i remembered what i studied.
then i travelled to boon lay to study with clement. i revised on provision for unrealised profit. lol. finally knew where it came from and how do i do it. and then, i learnt how to do trading and P/L acc through ratios. i still need to learn how to do trading, p/l acc through cashflow statements. x_X i hope this is a reasonable summary of what i did.. lol.
then i went to farrer park for YA bible study. (:
4 more days to accounts paper! X_x
if things are meant to be, they'll meant to be. (:
11/22/2008 11:05:00 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Knowing You Jesus Graham Kendrick
All I once held dear, built my life upon, All this world reveres and wars to own; All I once thought gain I have counted loss, Spent and worthless now compared to this.
Knowing You, Jesus, knowing You There is no greater thing. You're my all, You're the best, You're my joy, my righteousness, And I love You Lord.
Now my heart's desire is to know You more, To be found in You and know as Yours, To possess by faith what I could not earn All surpassing gift of righteousness
Oh to know the power of Your risen life, And to know You in Your sufferings; To become like You in Your death, my Lord, So with You to live and never die.
11/20/2008 08:25:00 PM
i was out studying with mandy today!! unlike whee whee~ hp batt flat then dun wanna come. haha. kidding lah. i love the esplanade library!! there are CDs that are nice! yall should go and find some CDs to listen. today wasn't as great. trying to get back to study mode after GAP camp. oh wells. and i get to hear alot of things from her. i'm looking forward to celebrate Mei Wen's birthday in mandy's house!!
i knew somehow this would happen. just couldn't comprehend how come u would agree to come for the concert when u wouldn't come to see me perform my solo piece? maybe u didn't know that i was playing a solo i guess. HYPOCRITE!
i have been sitting 76 home lately~ you looked like Joe Zheng yuan Chang in your DP. (:
yay! i'm back from GAP camp! the experience is non other than GREAT! seriously. (: i was energized though i'm physically tired. glad that there were friends who came. people like PM, Wei Koon, James Ow (my brother), Yu Ru and keith. (: my group was FUN!!!! with people like Nicholas, Janan, Ben, shaun etc, it's not possible for me to sit there being quiet. lol. my whole body aches now after all the games. hard core!!!! i dun think i'll elaborate the details of the camp. i'll post up the photos if i get them. for now, rest and start to study!
7 more days to accounts p2. go go go!
11/19/2008 03:03:00 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
our meeting to the usual place to the esplanade library is cancelled. i end up sleeping at home. for 12 hours! all thanks goes to Yin whee. :P kidding. had a nightmare yest. :S when i woke up, i was tired. so i went back to sleep for another hour. X_X i think i can be called a pig already lah. lol... havent touch accounts. going to do either cashflow or manufacturing accounts. oh wells...
11/15/2008 04:14:00 PM
chem paper 1 is over!!! i'm so left with accounts paper 2. on the 26th!! x_X oh wells. i guess it leaves me more time to study then. (: havent touch a topic on management accounting though. (: chem paper was hard today. less calculations though. i think i'd rather have calculations. :P oh wells.
i didn't get to eat MARS balls with Mei Wen, Seraphine and Chu Ting. sorry girls, i had to rush off to attend a funeral wake. (: glad to see that Yu'an-chan is alright! (:
i have so many events after the A's! all planned ready. i dun have to plan at all unless it's personal meetings with friends that i've not seen for a long time. (: GAP camp is this sunday. fast... but i'm glad. (: i'll see yall soon people! (:
11/15/2008 12:11:00 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i've completed 2 and a half paper 1s. x_X got loads questions. (: i'll have to ask my teachers tml! (: i've got an average marks of 20/40. (: still cant do calculations though. must gambate!
hmm... get to know something!!! YOU!! _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!! wooo!!! wahahaha. my doubts are so cleared. (: nice talking to you and my brother. ahaha. so funny. a message to my brother: please dun be GAY! it'll be such a pity. lol. but u can be GAY so that u can brighten up the people alround you. wahaha
get to make a new friend. Mud! (: (thanks Yin Whee for calling my an octopus cos i couldn't spell his name properly). haha. yay! i like today even though it's such a wet day. (:
alright, chem paper 2 over today! (: overall ok. but the last question was hard... and it's the highest weightage of 21 marks. x_X complex ions. lol... and i didn't read the question properly! :S i think i just lost 5 marks. :( this friday would be chem paper 1. i think i'm drill paper 1 until i puke... then i gotta wait till 26th to take accounts paper 2. i gotta start studying for it. x_X. lol.. in the meantime, i think i can start to plan for the hols. lol.
11/11/2008 09:13:00 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
went out to study with my lil' clique again. wahaha. mei wen brought her lappie toppie. we took turns to play audi though. saw Hendra, Asrida, Pamela, James Ow (my brother) and Yi Xun. lol. i could slack a little today i guess.. left with only chemistry and accounts. oh wells. i amde so many careless mistake when i was doing chem paper 2 today. i hope i dun make the same mistakes again when i take the actual paper. (: toodles!~
here are the Grad tea pics... can't wait for the rest to send me anymore. here it is!
11/08/2008 10:49:00 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
one week has just flown past like that and i'm exhausted and drained. so much so for the tension, but i managed to take it easy. maths was a total flop. goodbye to A for maths. i dun think i can make it into the U. laugh.. just laugh. dun talk to me people. pure maths section was hard today. what with the complex and integration on volume... i dun even know what i'm integrating.
need to destress. so i went out with my angels and mandy. watched high school musical today.. i thought the show wasn't as good as the other 2 previous ones. i saw that their lipping the lyrics and the speed of the song and their lipping wasn't together. it looked so fake. after that was alright. the romance part was ok... lol. i would wish that we have prom, plus, a grand graduation. but, i think that's too ideal. i think the whole show is ideal. i dun think anyone out there will make sacrifices for love so that both will be able to enjoy each other's company. i dun think anyone the happy ending that we always see last forever. i'm sure somehow they will go their separate ways. but i guess we people love to live in the ideal world that we have in our minds though we know it very well that it will not come true. oh wells.
i'm with chem and accounts. all the best i guess... after next week, i'm left with a super long break to study, then accounts. i can focus solely on chem for this week and the next.
11/07/2008 08:27:00 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
brand new day today... lack of sleep though. wahaha. went to BPP macs before going to Miss seah's house... just as i thought angel Tan would come, she decided not to! oh wells. went to tuition alone... for 3 hrs straight. brain dead... precipitating all the formulas already but i would say the session was very helpful. hope i caould do better in paper 2.
went back to school to help seraphine. i wasn't hungry but i got gastric pain!! x_X. oh wells. got to eat subway. thank God for the recommendation to eat a foot long. i guess i was really hungry though i dun feel that i am. i think there was a new sauce... red wine!! lol. my angels will get drunk if they ever have that. wahaha.
on the way back to school it rained heavily.. got to share an umbrella with a junior from band. oh wells. but i'm not like regina... didn't get to share the gospel with her. ahaha. oh wells. got 2 papers tml. jia you!!! (:
11/05/2008 09:28:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
today was maths paper 1. i thought i was easy except for some questions which were quite challenging... overall it was ok... fine. it was HARD. so much harder than our prelims paper. oh wells. i shall just work harder for paper 2. like really hard. i hope i dun make careless mistake. complex nos is really hard. whatever i read for vectors came out... but i couldn't remember what i've read. so tired. x_X
my fallen angel cried today. actually my whole clique felt down. oh wells. we dun have to feel so sad as long as we did our best. (: Jessy McCartney's leaving cheered us up. Mandy's jokes cheered us up too. lol... alrights.. next paper is on thurs.... gambatte people!!
i think i'll go tuition alone tml in Miss Seah's house. erms... so weird... but still ok lahz. last lap le... choing all the way.
oh wells. GP is over... but then... disappointing. paper 2 was killer. the topic were not what our teachers predicted at all. so random. the worst thing is that i exceeded the word limit and i only wrote 2 arguments and evaluated on 1. thanks teachers for the support before the paper. my teachers definitely helped me to appreciate GP better in the past 3 years. (:
tml will be another war. maths paper 1. x_X i'll end up lamenting after each paper i guess.
tml is my 1st paper. GP. x_X seriously... i feel lost. haha. i shall just go in as per normal... u might never know what questions might come out. i'm more afraid for maths. i think i've let many teachers down. :( oh wells.
went to study with my angels (one fallen the other not...) and mandy in the esplanade library. stupid guy... it's not allowed to book any seats for whoever... but the girlfriend took sooo long to come. oh wells. i should have just taken the seat and put the sign to show him that he cannot book seats. if he protests, i'll just request that the librarian chase him out. seriously... *angry!!*
went to changing appetites to eat today. i would say that the food is GOOD! ate pork ribs and frankenstein mudpie. :D then we joked so much about each other. :P of course we covered a tinny whinny bit of GP. more towards ethics i suppose...
talked about our Brisbane trip and how i wanted to watch our video so much. i wanna see everyone's expression and how i've played. then i felt motivated because if i can play my solo calmly, i cannot tackle the A's calmly too (though it's not really linked). so yes. i went high with yin whee and sang the names' game using names of people we know. (: (: i'll rate today 10/10. (:
all the best for tomorrow's paper people! (:
11/02/2008 10:51:00 PM
Welcome!
"But you will not leave in haste, or go in flight; for the
Lord will go before you, the God of Isreal will be your rear
guard." [Isaiah 52:7]
It's Me
Ow Mei Ling
Xinmin Pri-> Bowen-> MI
CCAs: badminton, basketball, Military band
(percussionist- mallet player), ake(angklung kulintang
ensemble)
religion: Christianity
I find it hard to convey to you guys, so yea, I'll just let the bible speak.(:
"I have been crucified with Christ and i no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life i live in the body, i live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." [Galatians 2:20]
"We demolish arguements and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." [2 Corinthians 10:5]
"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge but fools despise wisdom and discipline." [Proverbs 1:7]
"being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Jesus Christ." [Philippians 1:6]
"No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us." [Romans 8:37]
"The spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God's children. Now if we are God's children, then we are heirs- heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory." [Romans 8:16-17]
"But if anyone obeys His words, God's love is truly made complete in Him. This is how we know we are in Him." [1 John 2:5]
