Saturday, May 27, 2006
hello.
i want to post some acknowledgements here. (: i want to thank those who have supported me and reminded of of Christ's love through His word after my wrong, my sin and my fall. thank you for encouraging me all these while, to hear me out and to reprimand me in love. of course the BIGGEST thank you i can give is to God who actually heal me and restore me through His people. thank You for making me busy. busy enough to forget him. i dont know how is he now but i guess it is not of importance.
Dear Lord, i hope to regain my old self whom served You fervently once, obeying all Your decrees, fight the spiritual warfare, get equipped with the armor of Truth and to go through thick and thin with You. i pray that You will shine in me Lord. that others will know that You are Lord. i pray that You give me determination Lord, and not hide from You anymore. i pray that satan will not bind me Lord, that i will not think about not being able to face You. i pray that i will be firm now as You are my rock that You died for me.i also want to pray for the others who love You as deeply, that they continue to grow in Your love and in Your truth, that they will testify and be Your witness. i pray that You grant them strength in their journey with You, to seek u in all circumstances whether in pain or joy, to give thanks or to seek You with burdens. i pray that You keep those who are weak now strong in Your time Lord, that You will restore them.in Jesus name i pray, Amen.
5/27/2006 12:56:00 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
monday blues...
i'm so tired the whole day and homework just acculmulated as the day goes by. couldn't get a proper nap when i got home. i was being interrupted by Val's call everytime when i'm going to sleep. so i had to leave my comfort zone (not exactly comfort due to the heat though), and took out my account notes to discuss it with Val.
i feel like ranting now!
Rant: i seriously wanna throw u out of the window. what is ur nick about? who are u talking to? are u trying to avoid me or did i catch u at a later time, so coincidentally that u have to go? grr... i guess i thought toooo much eh? too much that i got all the negative feelings emerging in my brain. i think u are seriously affecting me, or rather, i allowed u affect me. if given a choice, i dun wish all these to happen, but yet i want it to happen. what a paradox. :( i'm so not happy.
5/16/2006 12:02:00 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
i love today!
it's saturday and i'm almost done with homework. just left with accounts and chem. i seriously don't know how to do it anymore. so i guess i'll ask Mis Lim/Miss Chan for chem and i'll ask Yu'an's mom for POA. haha. havent study yet! lol. but i will. no worries.
brought my brother to church for tuition by Mei Yun. (: then i finish up the homework which i'm not done with. and then we went to eat dinner in United Square and stayed in starbucks for a drink and chatted till 9 plus at night. (: had a good time chatting and eqiupping each other in God's words. i love the sharing part too. (: flipped through the bible together. haha
Darius! be courageous to pray with Li Chuang even though it's in the public! haha. Wei Ling did that with me in starbucks on wed after prayer meeting. (: i will definitely remind u next time yea? (: i hope to chat more often every saturday though we might not have mood to do so. like today. Mei Yun and i were like :(.. but then we still chatted. (: i'm going to standup and be the light of the world after today's talk and sharing with Darius and Mei Yun. (: heez. nitez people! (:
5/13/2006 11:32:00 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
i feel so warm with my friends! (: i feel as if they're my family. (: this is the second time i've eaten the "zu cao" dinner where by u eat rice with a few dishes. 1st time was to celebrate Eunice's birthday! the second time i ate with Valerie. (: haha. it's always family and 1 when it comes to "zu cao" and now i'm eating with my friends!
and now i miss my secondary school mates. it's been soo long since i last saw them. haha. yay! meeting Eling tml. (: going shopping! yep. then after that i have to study like mad. couldn't grasp quite some concepts though. and i definitely feel the stresses like when i'm doing the O's. i guess i have to learn to RELAX. :X lol.
this i something i find very amusing and surprising. it is when someone is in infatuation. it's like... "wah! look at her when she's in love lah!" u can see the sudden change in someone who likes the other person. i think the reader might know who i'm talking about. haha. what a change! from someone who said "i'm not interested in these kind of things", and "i don't even have time for this lah!" can actually blabber and blabber about that guy... oh wells. poor Valerie! haha. she has to listen to us, one after another, talking about guys. 1st me, then
her. ahaha. oh wells. i'm not going to fall back to my old-self. thank God. (:
5/04/2006 09:52:00 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
oh wells,
just a casual entry. came back home a packed my desk and i got super hungry. cooked myself a pack of "mee goreng" (maggie noodles) and i'm still hungry. haha. i ended up scavanging for food in my fridges for edible food. found "kit kat", which has 3 left in the pack, and i ate them all. :P i feel so fat, but my tummy is filled! :X
while eating, i blog-surfed and i came across this quiz in Jacinda's blog. and guess what's my result?
oh my goodness. do i laugh like alot? maybe i do... right Vino? haha. i laughed at little things, i laugh hysterically at things which aren't funny to others. wahaha. i find other pple like jasmine, val and jolene my entertainer. haha. their slap-stick jokes are really getting into me. and my one and only jester- yes, jester- Vino, made me laugh without even saying anything. just by looking at heart made me laugh. :X thank God for giving me a laughable heart. :X i guess the reason i can laugh so much is because i have peace and joy in my heart. Vino, i suggest u stop scolding me "nonsense" because it makes me laugh. lol. (: yep. u guyz might wanna take this quiz. ahaha. abit absurd by just filling in your name and find the result, but quite true i guess... (:
5/02/2006 06:42:00 PM
