Wednesday, December 21, 2005
hey.
i think this year is quite an irony. i've got things done happily. getting presents and activities bought and planned respectively these days. trying very VERY hard to to be happy because christmas is coming. i've monitored the conditions of my family and i knew very well, that my grandfather was weak. but unfortuately, he passed away, and it turns out that this year isn't really a happy one for me. but nonetheless, i still have peace in me. that celebrating christmas is not for the sake of celebrating it, but to remember that christ is born. i think that's the only thing that i could rejoice about now. perhaps this is what God really want me to realise?, that it's not about celebration only? (:
12/21/2005 11:56:00 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
This the season to be jolly... lalalalalalalalala...
haha. eloz pple! feeling great today! went shopping with my relatives for christmas presents to prepare for the celebrate on the actual day of christmas, as well as meeting Ai Wei , Stephenie, Bee Chin and Wei Ling. the girls' motives were to pass the skirt that we bought the other time to Bee Chin as her Birthday present but little did we know that she can't wear it. abit wasted though. ahaha. Happy Birthday Bee Chin! and a merry christmas too! anyways, i bought my sister a BSB collection hits. she loved them. but only now. *tiao*. i still have lot's to do for christmas! i haven't shop for all my presents and i realise that i'm short of christmas cards. hmm... and i've got 9 more days left to get things done. the good thing is that i get to celebrate christmas after the actual day till 26? one day later. but then it's ok lah. we're suppose to celebrate christmas for 12 days remember?? "On the first day of christmas my true love send to me..." ok.. enough crapping.
i have to apologise for not being a good girl, to open my present before christmas day. but then, i'm VERY grateful to those who actually gave me presents and send it through snail mail. (:
yep. this is handmade i think?? i heard her say that she wanted to make this year's christmas presents. so cool right?? Thanks Denise!! (: wha... lol. ok.. u can slowly admire this pic. :P. i think some others will get this too, or something even better. but still, this is lovely. thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks!
12/16/2005 10:53:00 PM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
hey,
i just did a personality test which Denise had done. i think it's quite accurate. so here's it:
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everyone and don't like conflict. because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The Type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open minded about who you want to spend time with. the person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You have very sensible tactics when aprroaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in your life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
so how true do u think it is? tag me! haha. i know what is my weakness spiritually in this quiz and i will improve spiritually. (:
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx/test82.aspx
12/15/2005 02:31:00 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
eloz.
just came back from learning how to organise an evangelistic camp and from choir practice. i talked to Jia Xin on MSN and asked if she wants to go to the gospel rally by Stephen Tong. she doesn't seem free this whole of dec and she's got some issues that she's worrying about. it's good that she opened herself to me and tell her how she feels. she was afraid of us christians asking her to believe in God and sort of "force" her or something, and she was sort of petrified because Steph's mom's did it to us too though it's a different religion. something that i find it extraodinary too, because i thought only christians spread their faith. ok. i told Jia Xin that it's up to her to believe on whether to believe or not, and if she doesn't want to, maybe's it's not the Lord's plan that she's going to be one of us, or maybe it's not His time yet. thank God that's she's willing to expose herself to the Lord and come to know Him. i told her that and she said "thanks for saying that!". wow. i didn't expect something like that from her or anyone.
this incident made me recall on a verse from Philippians 1: 15-18,
"It is true that some preach Christ out of of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill. The latter do so in love, knowing that I am put here for the defense of the gospel. The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice."this time, i did so with love and not from false motives like i did it to Stephenie because of some reasons. but even so, i rejoice too, because at least the gospel is being spread.
oh no... i don't know if i'd used it correctly. if i'm wrong, someone better correct me! either Marcus or someone who knows. :P
12/10/2005 07:40:00 PM
