Sunday, December 10, 2006
yep. so i have my cup of Lipton Jasmine tea with me now. (: i'm feeling refreshed after taking a long nap and had enjoyed myself watching 红星大奖. yes! and i managed to tiny my last words and changed it to yellow so u guys cannot read it. i know... i think about 10 000 people might have read my entries already. ahaha. oh wells. for those who dun know, u dun have to know what's going on. ahaha. (:
so my exams are over. that means, i have to do my holiday assignment and catch up with my pass year's work. and i dun think i have enough time to do complete what i planned to revise and complete during the holidays. on actual calculation basis, i only have 1 week to do revision and homework. yes, and that is this week. x_X. haha. i still have a tight schedule ahead of me. oh wells, a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do!
i dun think i'll ever survive next year. haha. just kidding. no doubt i have loads to manage on my own next year, i will still pull through next year with the help of the Lord. (: for those out there who retained this year, take heart and strive on. u guys have one year to revise on your JC1 topics and i'm sure u have lesser things to handle compared to me. (: just take it as my pre-u2 then. (: all the best for the A'level exam to those who are taking it regardless of when we're taking it.
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dear Lord,
i want to thank You for reinstating me time and time agian without fail. Your grace have been sufficient for me though my sins are plenty. this time round i still want to thank You for this year that had passed. You gave me new friends in my workplace during the 1st 3 months, and classmates this following 9 months. You equipped me with Your Word that i may grip hold to it steadfastly. i thank You for ur servants who constantly abide in You and all the more strive to build up those who are weaker in faith; people like me.
i've learnt to base my emotions on Your Words. and i thank YOU for the changes, O Lord. You made me who i am today. You gave me my selfworth because You saw me precious and gave me salvation even when YOU don't need me. "who can fathom the depth of Your love?" no one can Lord. such love even I cannot give. who would actually love someone who sin against anyone Lord? only You would. people like us would definitely rage with anger. but You taught me how to love and forgive, like how You love and forgive us sinners. it may be tough, but You did it as a human. You give us strength through Your Holy Spirit no matter how our human thoughts and mind hated doing it. "the truth will set u free". this is a sentence with rich teachings behind it. and this is something i'm still learning to apply. espcially on the word "free" Lord. it's not the freedom that we all think it would be. the freedom that are based on Your Words are actually restricting in what normal people think it to be.
i want to thank You for today's sermon. though the scripture text was preached before, Your message reminds me and give me comfort of the current situation that i am facing Lord. You know what is going on and You understood and come to my rescue when i needed. You will come just in time. You comforted me through your message as i felt very lost and hopeless; in search of something that i couldn't find. this 2 weeks of not having to study Your Word kept me in hunger of it Lord. but i thank You that no matter how i dislike coming back to You after sinning, You gave me discipline to read and pray to you everyday. You graciously opened your arms to me and i returned in tears all the time. i pray that You forgive me for placing someone of higher regard than You. You told me not to yolk with non-believers. i did not do it literally but You judge by the heart Lord. my mind is filled with him than You. You told me not to love the world's system of doing things, but i did it. i still lack the discipline in alot of areas of my life. and it took me alot of pain to let go of these sinful lifestyle due to how i had always lived my life Lord. i fail to plan my time properly to use it for Your ministry fully, i fail to do what You commanded me to do as a christian Lord. but i thank You for You are molding me. for i am saved through faith BY GRACE and not by works. (: all i ever pray is that You do not leave me Lord.
i want to leave this mission trip to your hands Lord, that You use us YPF. i want to pray that we will be Your tool for evangelism, to bring the lost ones to You Lord. i felt that i may have jeopardised the work of salvation because of the way i lived Lord, but You allowed me to see that i do not despise the work of the Holy Spirit. i pray that You continue to guide me and the others Lord. and i pray that You continue to give the others strength to perservere in You. indeed, there's no joy other than growing spiritually in You Lord.
in Jesus name i pray,
Amen.
I Stand In Awe
A Amaj7
You are beautiful beyond description
D2/A A
Too marvelous for words,
A Amaj7
Too wonderful for comprehension,
D E
Like nothing ever seen or heard.
F#m B
Who can grasp your infinite wisdom?
D E
Who can fathom the depth of your love?
A Amaj7
You are beautiful beyond description,
D Esus E A D/E E
Majesty enthroned a - bove.
A E D
And I stand, I stand, in awe of you.
A E D
I stand, I stand in awe of you.
C#7sus C#7 Dm7 Dm7/B
Holy God, to whom all praise is due,
Bm7 E D/A
I stand In awe of you.
12/10/2006 11:24:00 PM
