Sunday, April 09, 2006
Right,
so here i am again, blogging.
didn't have much motivation to blog all the time, till now. saw all my sec school friends' blogs and my church friends' blog. so much is happening to them. i can actually picture them laughing and crying and enjoying themselves as well as slogging and doing new activities that the JC's are offering to them. me? my blog entries hardly ever change and my life was bring kept on low profile. it's been so long since i ever saw them and or contact them. their lives are filled with buzzes but not mine i guess.
i got 3 years to go for MI and this yr is pretty relaxed as i only got promotional exams. and all my other friends have so much to do yet they got the time to blog. oh my, what has happened to me? haha. sad to say, but my skool end as late as the JC's. and i take 1 hour to travel home. when i reach home, i hardly got the energy to even blog. i all i do was to complete my homework, watch a little tv, chat a little on MSN and sleep. argh. and my activities are packed throughout the week. i had to meet up with Wai Ling to do the SYFC thinggy, and i didn't really see my colleagues except on wed, before prayer meet. that's the
only time i ever see them. and they hardly talk to me! :( i dun have PW, but i have mini GP projects and i am the group leader.
my classmates are, sad to say, not very enthusiastic. many of them don't have blogs! and, i, the group leader got disturbed by this Joel, my GP researcher cum clasmate and i had problems with him that i told my home tutor, Ms Lim. gees. and i get to listen to my class rep, Wei Long, telling me about his relationship with his girl as the days go by. and my CCA angklung! i don't even know whether i would be able to make it to angklung. i didn't feel as hyped up in the anklung orientation than the 1st practice. Hwee Leng, the trombone player, ex bowenian, is in MI as well as angklung. i don't know if she will be in angklung as she was absent for the "auditions" and she didn't come for the angklung orientation. well, she was thinking of joining the jazz band, but my interest was never there at all.
so many uncertainties. what should i join instead if i dun get into angklung? and i guess the reason for me not being able to goet hyped up is because of the chem test that i took the day before the anklung orientation. i didn't study the night before and i stayed up with Wei Long till 4am just to complete our hw as well as to chat. and i slept in classes. and that Joel just kept irritating me. haha. oh, speaking of Joel, another heartache. the girl that he likes is leaving MI. haiz. sad lah. but i really glad as the subjects that i took was what i really wanted. only have to work hard for chem. (: i guess next year will be the year when i will really be very busy to even sit down and blog.
i miss everyone,i really do, but far is my school, there's nothing i can do.
4/09/2006 12:08:00 AM
