Wednesday, February 15, 2006

eloz.
right. got my results back on the 10th of feb. i thank God for my results as it is more than satisfactory, plus the love that i had from my family and colleagues. i admit, i wasn't feeling good during the 2 days after i got my results. i was feeling horrible after getting to know that most my friends are doing better than me. most of them get to go for the 2 yrs jc course , but i was entitled the 3 yrs pre-u course in MI and most of the poly courses. i tried suppressing the feeling of being so lousy as i gauged things in the worldly perspective, but the emotions are incontrollable. i broke down when i sang the second verse of "What a Friend we have in Jesus". i prayed many times that the feeling would go away, and it did (so in a sense i was tring to run away), until Wei Ling approached me and all the thoughts rushed back to my mind. i sobbed miserably the whole of lunch time before going for YPF. and i guess i learnt many lessons. haha. like what Paul said that we should boast in our sufferings. :X anyway, i got 22 for L1R5 and 15 for L1R4 + cca. well, i really thank God for Wei Ling in filling me with God's words because only God's words (Truth) will set u free. set u free in the sense that u are not feeling troubled over the negative thoughts in your mind. all my struggling of emotions came to an end after the settling of God's words. and one thing that i'd learnt, is that we have nothing to boast about at all because what we could achieve is with the help of God and whatever talents that God has given more to, He demand more as well. so really, there is nth to boast about.

i really have much more to learn about God. at the same time, i had even greater things to experience with Him. i pray that i'd be willing to submit and obey Him totally. i watched "I Not Stupid Too" on valentines day, and i related many senarios in the movie with How God really work in our lives. the author/director is good is plotting this movie and the scenes, but God's plans are better. perhaps it's good that people who are ignorant get to learn things by going through certain experience till the extend that someone dies to really change. like Cheng Jing/Jing Cheng's (i don't remember the name already) side of story in "I Not Stupid Too". his father got injured on head that he died in the end to jolt the boy up to realise that education is really important.it's really touching. God may use His plan in our lives in order to mold and shape us into the person that we will become next time before returning to be with Him. and i actually related to the Lord dying for us as He loved us so much when the auntie talked to Jing Cheng/Cheng jing when his dad was admitted in the hospital. intriguing story. i encourage all to watch. (:

2/15/2006 01:16:00 AM

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Ow Mei Ling
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Why i say NO to BGR. (:

I find it hard to convey to you guys, so yea, I'll just let the bible speak.(:

"I have been crucified with Christ and i no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life i live in the body, i live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." [Galatians 2:20]

"We demolish arguements and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." [2 Corinthians 10:5]

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge but fools despise wisdom and discipline." [Proverbs 1:7]

"being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Jesus Christ." [Philippians 1:6]

"No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us." [Romans 8:37]

"The spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God's children. Now if we are God's children, then we are heirs- heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory." [Romans 8:16-17]

"But if anyone obeys His words, God's love is truly made complete in Him. This is how we know we are in Him." [1 John 2:5]

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